Come on now let's go for a ride, I've got three hours it's plenty of time...

Currently Listening to:
Bandcamp
- Cammanns

Did you ever get that feeling when you think you dreamt something but maybe you were like day dreaming or just thinking about something and you feel like it happened? I don't know maybe I'm the only one...but I feel like when this happens, its almost as if you want it to happen or almost as a premonition that its going to happen. Kind of like when you have Deja vu...but the other way around?? haha I don't if that made sense...it definitely didn't! lol...
Anyways, I felt like I had a dream about me changing the way I think about things, the way I act at certain things, or just changing my perspective once again on a whole new light. I think I have a lot of these entries somewhere in these blogs...like turning the page to the next chapter. This time I don't know why...usually something happens that makes me want to change, but this time I feel like it makes sense to. I feel like these times it makes me grow and become a better person, it makes me feel good and I like that. I just think I need to think before I say things, not think too into things, I need to stop analyzing everything, I need to start looking at things in more of a positive light and try not think of all the negative things. I need to be grateful for what I have and where I am in my life, I need to start acting my age...and it that sense I need to both mature in some aspects and I need to become immature in others...I feel like my head is ahead of my age and I'm missing out on things I should be focusing on more. From doing work, having fun, finding more friends, go to the gym, be more productive and not sit on my ass and watch friends all day. I think this is my new years resolution. I usually break those in a heart beat, i think stop biting your nails is a stupid resolution...I think I started that one back in 3rd grade...I still do it today haha. Well this time I think it will be a lot more of a challenge to be able to fix up the negative things and also become better person in my skin. I think I'm ready to step outside the "box" and discover something different.

It may take some time...but hopefully by 11:59pm on December 31st...I'll be able to get my ass out of the house...and actually do something different!

All I want is a little change~!

p.s. bandcamp cd--amazing!

later
- Justin

good times