"I don't even know what my soul looks like,but I know that music helps me find it." -ronnie day

"I don't even know what my soul looks like,
but I know that music helps me find it." -ronnie day

I live my life by song lyrics that explain exactly what i'm going through...


Do You Remember Time After Time What Hurts the Most When It All Falls Apart? And She Said..Everything Is Alright Here (In Your Arms)Hanging By A Moment. Because Of You,I Melt Everytime We Touch.
I Just Can't Live A Lie...If You Were Mine.
Someone Better Open The Door.. So Long As Lovers Go.
These Days The Fight Always Collide(s) Back To The Middle.
Now It's Done Over My Head...Over Thinking...Out Of My Mind...Words I Can't Say But Its Better If We Do...Everything Else. All Or Nothing,All At Once,All My Life...All in All...All The Memories..(just)Say The Word--Talk To Me--Call On Me.
What I've Been Looking For...A...Dirty Little Secret...Yeah
...Wow I Can Get Sexual Too.

Haha...ok if you didn't catch on thats all names of songs...i tried to make a cool thing out of it...nothing too great but i tried and its getting late lol...thought I could be a little creative..oh well lol

Anyways...
Music does help you find yourself...and I strongly believe that. I really don't know who I would be right now if it wasn't for music and the messages it brings forth to us. It either puts us into a sense of reality or puts thoughts in our mind that makes us think about the future or the past or brings out our imagination. It truly becomes apart of you and your life. It seriously is amazing. I love it.

As time moves on we all start to wonder about where we think we will end up in life, who we will end up with, how we will get there, how long it will take and what it will be like. As my eyes start to get heavy and I feel very sleepy..I want to end this blog with a a few words of my own...

We all make mistakes, we all need to make mistakes inorder to learn from them...sometimes we do things that aren't right and sometimes we need to do something out of the ordinary to make sense of it all. To test yourself and others around you. Sometimes we need to understand who we are and make sure we know what we are doing is right...and the only way to make sure it is right...is to do something wrong. Just like we can't feel happiness if we havent experienced pain...so we need to do something wrong to know that something is right. It may seem a little out of the ordinary to make something wrong inorder to make it right but...it makes sense to me. I really don't want to be the one who makes wrong decisions and I don't want to be the one to hurt anyone in the process of me trying to figure out whats right and wrong but maybe these mistakes I make will help you with your own. I don't know I guess I am just trying to live my life as best as I can while trying to search for something in the whole process...and when I find it...I'll let you know but for now...I'm just living life...and I'm sorry if my stupidity causes you any pain or any confusion...I don't want to be an asshole..I don't have any intentions to be mean...just my learning process may cause me to experience these mistakes and learn from them. Its hard when you think your mature about a lot of things when the littlest thing your so stupid about...I'm trying to realize whats right and wrong...and I'm starting to realize what I should be doing....

and thats just taking it day by day.

Its 2am...time for bed

gnite
- justin

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