Wednesday, August 23, 2006

baby...can you play with fire??

Currently Listening to:
Hilary Duff
- Play With Fire

So I've been thinking a lot about everything and I feel this year is going to be a great year and I'm not going to let these little issues get in the way of everything. So far morgantown already has been a bumby ride but in all a lot of fun. Classes started this week..some classes are cool some aren't so cool...but i have to just do it and try my best. The night life never dissappoints me...this place is another world!...if you didn't hear we are the #3 party school in the country!! haha but in reality we are #1..no other school does it like dub v lol.

Anyways...it is time for me enjoy myself on my own terms and not deal with people around me who are fake and immature. It is time to move away from the whole high school crap...im rele sick of it. People need to grow up and stop acting like they control everything and start acting...real haha it flowed well..but its true..Some people think that putting on this other act is going to get you far in life...its not. As much as you think "playing" the part or saying things to make people like you...the more you lie to people the more your lying to yourself....its not going to get you far in life. If you are like this now in your life at 19-20 years old, your going to be like that for the rest of your life..its sad. I don't know anymore, I think people are so full of themselves and don't even understand anything that life brings you to. Some people are so selfish and disrespectful. I'm trying really hard to not let these people bring me down because I'm starting to realize that I'm a better person then they are...they are the ones who are going to suffer in life. And Karma is a bitch...and it is true when they say what comes around goes around...because seriously it is the truth. I've experience something very funny the other day that made me realize how great it is for revenge to happen without even doing anything. Karma works in very mysterious and funny ways. I just believe that if you do something bad...something bad will definitley happen to you.

I feel like all the bad stuff I've done in my life has gotten revenge on me through out the years and now I'm starting to realize what its like to do the right things in life and not ever have to deal with the problems that I've caused...its only the problems others cause I might have to deal with but i'm starting to look past that and not let it get to me. I think I'm starting to understand who people really are and who I am.

I just had to get that off my chest

later
- justin

gt

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