We can't always get what we want but, when we do...we aren't ever completley satisfied.

Hey guys...so I am officially all caught up as of today. I am finally back on track...this is my list of all the things I needed to do in order to catch up on all my classes....it was long and hard but I some how did it lol....and that is why I called it..."MONO SUCKS"...because it does haha

MONO SUCKS!

Sociology Review – Monday April 3rd 4-515pm
Psychology Quiz (Chapter 8) – Due By Tuesday April 4th
English Midterm Essay – Tuesday April 4th
Sociology Exam 3(Scantron 30423) (Chapters 4,9,10) – Wednesday April 5^th 4-515pm
Psychology Extra Credit Closes - Friday April 7^th
Sociology Exam 2 (Scantron 30423) (Chapters 2,3,8,21)– Friday April 7^th 10:30am
Sociology Assignments – Hotel Rwanda and the Laramie Project – Friday April 7^th & April 10^th
Academic Probation Workshop and Advisor- 1-3pm - Friday April 7^th
Sociology Quiz – Chapter 4 – Monday April 10^th 3:30pm
Alcohol Education Session – 5:30-630pm - Monday April 10^th
Psychology Quiz (Chapter 10) – Tuesday April 11^th
Alcohol Educational Session and 5 hours due – Friday April 14^th
Psychology Quiz (Chapter 11)- Tuesday April 18^th
Psychology Quizzes (Chapters 3,6,7) –Thursday April 20^th
Psychology Social Psychology Paper – Thursday April 20^th
Psychology Extra Credit Quizzes (Chapters 11,12,13) – Friday April 21^st

Monday April 3^rd
History Class – 1:30-2:20pm Read-Henretta 269-75,352-380; Holt 3-
Sociology Review- 4-515pm

Tuesday April 4^th
Psychology Quiz (Chapter 8) – Due TLC Hours 9am-3pm
English Class – 2:30-3:45pm
English Midterm Essay
Psychology Class - 530-645pm

Wednesday April 5^th

History Class – 1:30-2:20pm
Sociology Exam 3 (Scantron 30423) (Chapters 4,9,10) - 4-515pm
Psychology – Study Extra Credit and think of Topic for paper

Thursday April 6^th
Laramie Project—Watch tonight and write paper
Take Psychology Extra Credit Quizzes
English Class – 2:30-3:45pm
Psychology Class - 530-645pm

Friday April 7^th
Psychology Extra Credit Closes
Sociology Exam 2 (Scantron 30423) (Chapters 2,3,8,21) – 10:30am
Sociology Assignment- the Laramie Project
History Recitation Class – 11:30am-12:20pm
Academic Probation Workshop and Advisor- 1-3pm

Monday April 10^th
History Class – 1:30-2:20pm
Sociology Assignment- Hotel Rwanda
Sociology Quiz – Chapter 4 – 3:30pm
Sociology Class – 4-515pm
Alcohol Education Session – 5:30-630pm

Tuesday April 11^th
Psychology Quiz (Chapter 10)

Friday April 14^th
Alcohol Educational Session and 5 hours due

Thursday April 20^th
Psychology Quizzes (Chapters 3,6,7) Due
Psychology Social Psychology

Friday April 21^st
Psychology Extra Credit Quizzes (Chapters 11,12,13)

So that was that...now i am in for the weekend in my bed and resting. Even though I am all caught up...I still have work to do....2 more english papers and I am done with that class and 2 more psych quizzes and I am done with that. Then finals week...I have History and Soc.---not too bad i guess.


i wish...
- I could drink
- I could go out and have fun
- I had no stress
- Some people would change
- Some people wouldn't change
- I could change
- It was summer
- I was at the beach
- Little things didn't get to me
- We all could be a certain way
- I didn't grow up so fast
- I was able to change things
- I could skip these two weeks left of school
- There was no more drama
- I was happier sometimes
- I could appreciate things more
- I wasn't selfish
- Other people weren't selfish
- I could make people happier
- I could help people
- Some people weren't so stupid
- Some people weren't such a complete asshole
- I didn't complain so much
- Some people didn't complain so much
- I could accept things
- Other people could accept things
- I didn't care so much about stupid things
- I cared more about things that matter
- I didn't get pissed off all the time
- I didn't have so many problems in my life
I really just wish it was summer...the beach = no problems


We can't always get what we want but, when we do...we aren't ever completley satisfied.
I realized...all those things I wish for...the only thing I can't really change is that I grew up too fast. I am trying to move on from things and not caring about the pointless shit that goes on and I am focusing on more important things. Sometimes I regret growing up and seeing things this way because so many people are trapped in a drama filled world and it causes more drama because I always disagree. But sometimes one of us needs to put other people intact. Sometimes people need that push toward a new beginning or a push in the right direction or a pull back from the wrong one. I think it is ok that I see things this way. I mean HEY...I'm not gonna lie, I could have a stupid state of mind sometimes but I am trying to stick with this growing up state of mind. I like it a lot better and I want to change. It is time for me to just live my life my own way and not deal with all the crap that I am sucked into. If I want to get involved--thats my decision. But I am most likely going to try to tell you my point of view or ignore the situation. I am so sick of being part of crap that always ends with a "sorry" or someone in tears. You should figure out the problem...ignoring it just makes it 10 times worse. "Sorry" doesn't cut it and sometimes it takes more then realizing your wrong to fix a situation. Sometimes people don't know how to deal with their problems...you need to think for yourself and if you can't do that...then you shouldn't be a part of all these problems that you are faced with. You need to either step back from this shitty world of problems and grow up or grow up and fix them yourself.

We all want life to be easy but the only way to know what it feels like for life to be easy is to experience how hard it can actually be. It is just like you can't feel pleasure unless you have experienced pain. Sometimes we need be faced with so much negative stuff inorder to get that positive life we have been searching for. It sucks but in the long run...life is worth all those good times.

I know I just went on and on but, I thought it was something we all can relate to.

later
- justin

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