Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around

Currently Listening to:
Daniel Powter
- Bad Day

I just have to say I am in love with this song...and even though its called Bad Day...its actually a happy song...I love it...you have to check it out if you never heard of it.

I haven't been getting the greatest amount of sleep...I'm usually up every hour because I am hot or dehydrated or can't breathe lol...I woke up this morning---pretty cranky and just in a bad mood for some reason...I was actually feeling better and you would think my mood would be too. I don't know I guess a few days ago I was so sick that I just didn't care or have any emotion because I felt so shitty. Now that my throat is actually feeling better, my cold is on and off and I am eating normal food....those are all good but I am still weak and tired. I've been in bed forever! The only time I ever get up is to go to the bathroom/shower/brush teeth/ and get my laptop thats literally a foot a away from my bed or when I go to the doctor. My parents have been great to me and I feel so bad because they were suppose to go to Puerto Rico and they cancelled there trip because of me. Now my aunts,uncles and grandparents aren't going anymore because my parents aren't going. I felt so bad. Not only are my parents waiting on me back and forth coming upstairs every 20 mins, they went out to best buy and got me a new ipod!! I knew they were going to best buy to get a new tv for my bros room (btw i infected my bros room cuz his bed is 10 times more comfortable then mine haha so his room is now mine lol)...so they hooked up the tv in "my room" and my mom went to get the remote for the tv and in the bag was an IPOD!!...I freaked out I was like ...u guys are crazy!! I was so shocked....its the 60gb black video ipod! ahhh! I was so Happy!! Then my dad leaves and comes back with a gift from my aunts/uncles/grandparents (all them that were suppose to go to Puerto Rico with my rents) ....they got me new ipod speakers!! They are all CRAZY! I dont get it haha. I'm sick with mono, they don't go away to puerto rico and I get an new ipod and new speakers!?? Please tell me how that makes sense!?...All I have to say is my family rocks! haha

So that got me in a better mood for sure. I talked to elissa yesterday from Mexico and april called me today so I can wish her a happy birthday (HAPPY BDAY APES!)...they are having fun....and they are getting along as best as possible which is good...of course they had some drama haha...i would have bet money on that lol.

So I am definitley not coming back on sunday to school...I have a doc. appointment on tuesday, and hopefully he'll let me know when I can go back. It sucks because tomorrow morning I have a doc. appointment at 8am! to get a blood work up...not looking foward to that.

Real Quick Random Thoughts

- I wish I was in Denver right now
- I wish I was able to see my friends since I have been home for 2 weeks now
- I wish I was able to go out and do stuff
- I wish I wasn't in bed my entire spring break
- I wish I could go back to WV on Sunday
- I hope I am back for the weekend rory comes (not looking like I am going to be there the weekend elissa comes...sorry elis) and david if u were planning on coming that weekend 2 (i'm sorry)
- I wish my disease didn't have fuck so many people over
- Let's see who have I fucked over....Number One--for starters...Matt--I am so sorry..wish I could be out there in denver with you, your dad and everyone right now
Number 2- My parents/relatives...not going to Puerto Rico because of me--I feel so bad!
Number 3- Chester/Martin--the fish...are def. Resting In Peace right now :-/ So sorry!!
Number 4- Elissa--I'm sorry I don't think I am going to be there the weekend you come..and I really feel bad because I haven't seen you in forever...and david--sorry too because u would probably would have came.
Number 5- I am SOOO sorry if I gave mono to anyone...that is def. a big one...I am hoping no one really got it but, if you do start to feel shitty...go to the doc. I didn't even know I had it haha.

OK well...thats that and I have to wake up early tomorrow and I probably won't even get enough sleep anyway...lovely!!

gonna go watch family guy movie and then get some sleep.

good night
- Justin

some good times lol